NB: this post have been written 2 weeks ago

on friday 16/11/07

it's about event happened 2 weeks ago

not this week not the last one :)

enjoy it

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I always said that "sorry" means, Nothing!

it won't make any difference with a hurted one!

though, i always believed in saying it,

even if it won't make any difference

but the other one (the hurted one)

deserve to hear it

I'm sorry..

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yesterday i saw all the national team players

yesterday i saw them all

barakaat, hosam 3'aly, mahmoud fat7allah, osama hosny. met'eb, abou treeka and alhadary

such event would mean alot 4 me if it was 2 years ago

but yesterday

it meant nothing!

only my great pleasure that (aya) my dear frnd

met met'eb finally :)

It seems i really have been changed!

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it's so hard wen people deal u as u own all the keys

as u r a super person!

who can solve anything!!

Maybe once u were like that

but now u r not

so it became so hard even to listen to them

u wish only if they let u alone and go away..

Hey, i'm not that old person

I'm not ur gaurd angel anymore!

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college completely differ than school :(

i wish i had only one school day back..

only one..

agood one

with the pure feeling

with the real laughs

with the honest frnds

i got happy wen i visit my frnds college (handasa) and see them all

or wen we go to college by the same, bus/microbus/taxi

it remind me with our old days

our school days

the days i miss them alot

and the frnds i love them alot

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i always refused the idea of being alone

i couldn't ever imagine how someone can enjoy his time wen he is alone!

Howcome!

and though these ideas of mine

it seems it's my fate to be alone :)

i wake up at the morning alone, go to college alone,

back from college alone

get my launch alone, sleep after that alone, wake up alone,

study alone, eat any thing alone..

go to sleep alone, to wake up alone again..

I travel to cairo alone

I come back to psd alone :)

even wen i write this again

i write it alone :)

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a frnd asked me, if i do believe in reasons

that every thing happening 4 us has a reason

and if it's there

why we couldn't know it?

I couldn't answer :)

yea i know that anything happening 4 us happen with reason

even if we can't know it right now

but sure it's exist

though all these wise words,

I couldn't know why till now

an i always ask my-self this question

why?!