Friday, August 31, 2007

just 4 girls lool

Which Disney

Princess Are You?

You are part Ariel. You are beautiful but impaired. At times you are naïve. Still, your innocence and good heart make you sought after and loved.
You are part Pocahontas. You defy convention and sometimes do what is considered taboo. Unfortunately, others do not always appreciate your differences, so it's good that you are so strong-willed. You are loyal and you believe in fate. Your true love will find you one day.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

with no title!

(((That's not a long post, actually not organized one)))


sometimes when i remember u i can't even feel sorrow that u won't be my frnd anymore..

after while, i know that's bcz we were not frnds a long time ago..


once, someone meant 4 me my faith..

when i lost them, i lost my faith!

but u r my-self, if once i lost u,

i'd lose my-self!


there're certain people who think that being hurted is a fine thing

and being the one whose hears those words "don't be sad, every thing is gonna be okay, just move on ...........ex" is a good thing

but in the fact it's really so bad!

the only good feeling will be when u hear those words "i didn't expect these from u, that's really good to act like this"

strongness is much better than weakness

but though, many people prefer to be a weak!


i lost my life in order to study and get such marks..

i lose it still!

i'm not ready to continue my whole life like this!


i'm crying alot..

there're some people whom talking about that tears should be value thing and to not be shown 4 anyone..

when i hear those silly words i laugh,

how i hide my tears, and it only needs some air to face my (face) to show them all!


Now i know the difference between,
to love smeone bcz tehy r perfect
and to see someone perfect bcz u r loveing them :)

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Have u ever....

Have you ever loved someone,

and knew he didn’t care?

Have you ever felt like crying,

but knew you’d get nowhere?

Have you ever closed your eyes,

and said a little prayer?

Have you ever looked into his heart,

and wished that you were there..

Friday, August 3, 2007

Bad Mood..

wakin up early -for more details not sleeping at all-
deciding to have a warm shower -though we r at August-
thinking that it may encourage u to sleep
and maybe U risk and drink a hot cup of milk 4 the first time at ur life
-they say that a hot cup of milk helping alot to sleep-
in order to sleep!

one of the bad feeling when u have some wound
finally it seems to heal and that brown skin begane to exist
and then u spend a long time at the bath, that this brown skin soften and the wound back to his old

after the shower which took almost 2 hours lol
u feel more better
but though u don wanna to sleep!

u found ur-self catching the lenses' soil
-and 4 who don't know it equal a decision of not sleeping any more-

and found ur mother askin u if u wanna a cup of tea
-and 4 who don know it must be a black tea coz i hate the milk-tea mixture, it always reminds my with all these middle answers the thing i hate the most-

and found ur-self sitting infront of the computer to write some silly post
-it seems it's ur diary-
don't know even if there's someone who cares to read it
-ur diary-

though u decided before finding ur-self writing it
that u may watch some movie
yea u need to watch some movie
maybe one of the new ones which ur broth. brange recently

No, No..

maybe u just watch Cinderella's cartoon
that's what u really need to do..

and though it's just a few hours since u wake up
-for more details decided to not lay at ur bed
coz u won't sleep-
there's No-thing u wanted to do
or even thought that u'll do
and already did!

So, it's not a big deal when u found out that u r not as u wanted to be
or that u don't deal with others as u decided to deal

or that u can't think about anything of the many many things u should think about

it's just that u thought,
u r doing better

and then u found out that u r not!

actually u did Nothing!