I have this picture in my mind
for me going out from the window..
when i get in troubles,
that's the only picture i think about.
I don't have a close scene 4 it..
i dunno what will happen after
i just know that i'll leave everything behind
and it'll be the end of everything/trouble
I dunno if that makes me considered
as suicidal persons or not?
but even if it does, i won't deny..
Deep sleeping is another option
going 2 sleep, and never wake up again
-that's will make me really considered as a suicidal person-
so i'll replace never wake up again with,
waking up latter
after everything is done
No matter what it'll take..
days, weeks, months..
there's no problem as i won't b practically here..
but because the deep sleepin' option
is not applicable for me..
as i can't keep my eyes closed 4 more that six hours
- which r not sufficient 4 getting anything done-
The window still my ideal -applicable- solution
when i get in troubles..