wakin up early -for more details not sleeping at all-
deciding to have a warm shower -though we r at August-
thinking that it may encourage u to sleep
and maybe U risk and drink a hot cup of milk 4 the first time at ur life
-they say that a hot cup of milk helping alot to sleep-
in order to sleep!
one of the bad feeling when u have some wound
finally it seems to heal and that brown skin begane to exist
and then u spend a long time at the bath, that this brown skin soften and the wound back to his old
after the shower which took almost 2 hours lol
u feel more better
but though u don wanna to sleep!
u found ur-self catching the lenses' soil
-and 4 who don't know it equal a decision of not sleeping any more-
and found ur mother askin u if u wanna a cup of tea
-and 4 who don know it must be a black tea coz i hate the milk-tea mixture, it always reminds my with all these middle answers the thing i hate the most-
and found ur-self sitting infront of the computer to write some silly post
-it seems it's ur diary-
don't know even if there's someone who cares to read it
though u decided before finding ur-self writing it
that u may watch some movie
yea u need to watch some movie
maybe one of the new ones which ur broth. brange recently
maybe u just watch Cinderella's cartoon
that's what u really need to do..
and though it's just a few hours since u wake up
-for more details decided to not lay at ur bed
coz u won't sleep-
there's No-thing u wanted to do
or even thought that u'll do
and already did!
So, it's not a big deal when u found out that u r not as u wanted to be
or that u don't deal with others as u decided to deal
or that u can't think about anything of the many many things u should think about
it's just that u thought,
u r doing better
and then u found out that u r not!
actually u did Nothing!