Bad Mood..

wakin up early -for more details not sleeping at all-

deciding to have a warm shower -though we r at August-

thinking that it may encourage u to sleep

and maybe U risk and drink a hot cup of milk 4 the first time at ur life

-they say that a hot cup of milk helping alot to sleep-

in order to sleep!

one of the bad feeling when u have some wound

finally it seems to heal and that brown skin begane to exist

and then u spend a long time at the bath, that this brown skin soften and the wound back to his old

after the shower which took almost 2 hours lol

u feel more better

but though u don wanna to sleep!

u found ur-self catching the lenses' soil

-and 4 who don't know it equal a decision of not sleeping any more-

and found ur mother askin u if u wanna a cup of tea

-and 4 who don know it must be a black tea coz i hate the milk-tea mixture, it always reminds my with all these middle answers the thing i hate the most-

and found ur-self sitting infront of the computer to write some silly post

-it seems it's ur diary-

don't know even if there's someone who cares to read it

-ur diary-

though u decided before finding ur-self writing it

that u may watch some movie

yea u need to watch some movie

maybe one of the new ones which ur broth. brange recently

No, No..

maybe u just watch Cinderella's cartoon

that's what u really need to do..

and though it's just a few hours since u wake up

-for more details decided to not lay at ur bed

coz u won't sleep-

there's No-thing u wanted to do

or even thought that u'll do

and already did!

So, it's not a big deal when u found out that u r not as u wanted to be

or that u don't deal with others as u decided to deal

or that u can't think about anything of the many many things u should think about

it's just that u thought,

u r doing better

and then u found out that u r not!

actually u did Nothing!