Thursday, November 29, 2007


NB: this post have been written 2 weeks ago

on friday 16/11/07

it's about event happened 2 weeks ago

not this week not the last one :)

enjoy it


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I always said that "sorry" means, Nothing!

it won't make any difference with a hurted one!

though, i always believed in saying it,

even if it won't make any difference

but the other one (the hurted one)

deserve to hear it


I'm sorry..


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yesterday i saw all the national team players

yesterday i saw them all

barakaat, hosam 3'aly, mahmoud fat7allah, osama hosny. met'eb, abou treeka and alhadary

such event would mean alot 4 me if it was 2 years ago

but yesterday

it meant nothing!
only my great pleasure that (aya) my dear frnd

met met'eb finally :)


It seems i really have been changed!


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it's so hard wen people deal u as u own all the keys

as u r a super person!

who can solve anything!!

Maybe once u were like that

but now u r not

so it became so hard even to listen to them

u wish only if they let u alone and go away..


Hey, i'm not that old person

I'm not ur gaurd angel anymore!


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college completely differ than school :(

i wish i had only one school day back..

only one..

agood one

with the pure feeling

with the real laughs

with the honest frnds

i got happy wen i visit my frnds college (handasa) and see them all

or wen we go to college by the same, bus/microbus/taxi

it remind me with our old days

our school days

the days i miss them alot

and the frnds i love them alot


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i always refused the idea of being alone

i couldn't ever imagine how someone can enjoy his time wen he is alone!

Howcome!
and though these ideas of mine

it seems it's my fate to be alone :)

i wake up at the morning alone, go to college alone,

back from college alone

get my launch alone, sleep after that alone, wake up alone,

study alone, eat any thing alone..

go to sleep alone, to wake up alone again..

I travel to cairo alone

I come back to psd alone :)

even wen i write this again

i write it alone :)


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a frnd asked me, if i do believe in reasons

that every thing happening 4 us has a reason

and if it's there

why we couldn't know it?

I couldn't answer :)

yea i know that anything happening 4 us happen with reason

even if we can't know it right now

but sure it's exist

though all these wise words,

I couldn't know why till now

an i always ask my-self this question

why?!


11 comments:

The Groom said...


That itself is because of a reason....

or might be because of nothing....


تحياتي من ماناساس البلد

esraa said...

بالنسبه لكلمة أسفه فانا شايفه انها بتفرق كتير, قميتها ماتتعرفش غير للناس اللي كانو يستحقوا انهم يسمعوها وماسمعوهاش

صدقيني بتفرق كتييييييير

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ازاي ماتقوليش ان حسام كان امور ها؟؟

(:

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دي فتره مش اكتر

مهما طولت ومهما اعتقدتي انك ماعنتيش نفس الشخص القديم مسيرك هترجعي لنفس الشخصيه تاني

هبه رجعت بعد أربع سنين

(:

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اقدر اقولك اني بجد حاسه بكل كلمة قولتيها في الجزء ده

وكنت عارفه شعورك من غير ماتقوليه

بس انتي عارفه بصي للجانب الحلو ان اصحابك معاكي في نفس البيت

ماحتاجتيش انك تتعرفي علي ناس جديده في البيت كمان
(:

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بالنسبه للأسباب انتي ماتتخيليش انا حاسه ليه دي قد ايه؟؟؟؟

بس صدقيني ليه ماببتكونش معروفه في وقتها بس

لكن بعد كده بتتعرف اووي للي يعرف يربط وياخد بالي

انا عن نفسي عرفت اللي حصل معايا في الوقت الأخير حصل ليه؟

يمكن عرفت بعد سنه

لكن المهم اني في الأخر عرفت

(:

تسـنيم said...

i wished f i za first comment but no luck :(


ya am agree wz u zat the hurted one deserve our apologize even it won't undo our mistake
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ya u totally changed :) i said zat for our mom .. menna became more stronger zan befor, becoz of za responsibility u carried now

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maybe am one of za people who dealing wz u as a guard angel :$
ya am feel good wen i tell u my problems maybe i doing zat becoz u is so near from my heart and near from the heaven u r reall angel moon just belive in zat

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NOW i wish f i had a day from collage from my life in za BORG wz my friends.. zat days never come back again just enjoing it.

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am za only one can KOWE wat r u mean by being alone becoz i was totally alone wen i logged to za collage no friends wz me no relatives no one from p.t.s in my whole life there but in za onther hand zat's better zan u lost them there and u no zat

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in zis point i donno :( i wish f i can know za resons of all things i passed it and know why :(

LAMIA MAHMOUD said...

never say sorry .. first when u telling someone that u r sorry he 'll never beleive that u really mean it
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I don't like football :D
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stop talking and start walking
:)
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I miss my old days 2 as nageb ma7foz said in myramar
2y zman ra2e3 2ella al2an
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U R NOT ALONE
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u remind me of a day when i was sooo down and amira told me rabena leh 7ekma we don't know what it but 2ked leh

oceaneyes said...

ما تذايقيش نفسك يا قمر ...دى فترة وهاتعدى ان شاء الله واعرفى ان مافيش حد بيفضل زى ما هو ...

مشاغل الحياة اليومية واللى بيحصل خصوصا فى البلد دى كافى جدا انه يبعد ويغير ظروف كتير ...

كل اللى عليكى انك تحاولى على قد ما تقدرى تقربى من كل اللى بتفتقديهم لاسباب خارجة عن ارادتك وارادتهم

وانك مش تخلى الزمن يهزمك ...انا حاسة بيكى لانى تقريبا زيك كدة



اتمنى المزاج يكون احسن من كدة تانى مرة ادخل فيها عندك

تحياتى يا جميل

:)

Abu Yazan said...

خلاصة الكلام ان علي بنجر اللي عاش طول عمره علي بنجر خلاص اتغير. بقى ابراهيم بنجر
:D

صباحك معطر مزهزه منور
وحشاني مووووووووووووووووت

لحقتي تشتكي من الجامعة و ايامها؟
ده التقيل ورا
:D
جرعة تفاؤل ع الصبح. اي خدمة
:p

عماد متعب. اسكت و الا اتكلم و افتح فيكي زي القطر؟ بقول اقصر الشر و بلاش مشاكل. قال عماد متعب قال

سبحان الله. البوست جميل مع ان اللي كاتبه حد فـ صيدلة. ياللعجب
:d

عاملة ايه فـ الكلية صحيح؟ مطحونة؟ طب عال عال

وحشاني و وحشاني مناكفتك يا بنت الإيه. طمنيني عليكي

ربنا يوفقك يا موني
سلام

Mony The Angel said...

the groom:
u r right
it's 4 reason :)
or who knows
may it 4 Nothing :))
thanks 4 being here
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esraa:
sure it does :)

kan amoor ok :)

i hope so

yea :)

u didn't get it :))

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tasneem:
taieb kwais enek motafeqa m3aiaa :)

olty eh :D
lama ageelek bas ashoof olty eh :D
wana a2ool alko7a de gatly mneen atary :/

i didn't mean u by those words ;)
altanweeh ally foo2 da kan 3shanek btw 3shan matsra7eesh (F)

i know :)
it never comes back..

ok :)

me too :))

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limy:
some does ;))

i do :/

i didn't get it
but i'll try :)

7elwa awe alkelma de bgad :))

sometimes..

yea
He sure has :)

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oceaneyes:
welcome beeky 3andy :)
w sorry en awel mara tegy feha al blogg yb2a da al7aal :)
isA ha7awel
welmara algaya lama ted5oly tetbesty :)
nawarty (f)

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abu yazan:
tsadda2 3reftak ra3'm enak 3'iart al esm :D
asl mafeesh 100 ya3ny bikraho saidala :D
w kano mo5tafeieen b2alhom fatra :D

btw ana zamalkawia lool
ana msh ba7ebbo alsan lool
bas aya bet7ebbo
fana fre7t 3shanha ableto a5eran :)
that's all :)

alkolia btsallem 3aleek
wadeeny aho a3da fe cyper alkolia barod 3al commentaat looooollz
ay 5edma :D

dead man said...

no thing to say
:(
just try to be better

OMA said...

sorry 3la fekra fe3ln sa3at beykon malhash lazma..lakn da sa3at bas..w sa3at bardo betfr2 ktiiiiir...7a2 el sha5s elly odamk 3aliki enk t2oleha..la2no deserve it as u said !
may be elkolya bas kda fe el2awl
bas try to enjoy it...akid ayam sanwy kant to7fa w kfaya ur friends...bas kol mar7la w leya 7lawtha w di kelma 7a2i2ya awyy
u r not alone...don't say it alot to ur self :D
even u r alone...try to love that or enjoy that !
TAKE CARE

مبرمج حر said...

3agabny awy ya mony the part started with "i always refused the idea of being alone"; may be coz i'm alone now LOL.
mmmmmm being alone isn't so much bad, it makes you thinking more and more in every aspect of your past life, makes you remember your friends, your family and appreciate the moments you share with them before, being alone makes you different, actually it forces you to change to the best and that's what i felt in this post, not because you said that in the post or because tasneem said that above; i simply felt that you have been changed.

salamat

:)

a7mad said...

yep!
worlds hardest feeling is to be alone!! thats what i have been going through for the last 5 years...gues i got used 2 it!