Back to life...

I finished my exams :)

I thought that day'll never come :)

or if it comes it won't find me :D

at the begining i wanna to thank some people

Thanks 4 every one prayed 4 me

Thanks 4 ahmad-mobarmeg and ahmed fouad al-din and proid 4 making the banners 4 me

Thanks for every one put the banner in his/her blog

especially the ones who don't know me and put it :)

it really pleased me to see my banner in ur blogs

I believe taht ur supplication had helped me alot :)

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It was so hard dayes

I didn't sleep before any exam :)

I used to sleep after coming-back from the school

(the bats' way, the day is the night and the night is the day :))

I remember when we (me and my anteem somaya)

said several times taht, we'll change that way

"when the schools comes we'll sleep at the night and wake at the day"

I remember when we went to school without sleeping @ the first day :)

coz our sleep time (6 o'clock) was the time we should to go to wear our clothes :)

I remember also the week before our exams

when we were on the phone saying:

"sure this system can't be in the exams

at th begining of this week we'll sleep @ 12:00 am and wake @ 8:00 am to get used to the exams time"

and sure we didn't :D

and sure we went the first day without sleeping as we always do :D

I remember that we said in the first week of our exams taht we r waiting 4 the chemistry day to orgnize our day :)

and I remember that we went to the chemistry exam without sleeping :D

after that we stopped talking about that deal :)

and when anyone says "U didn't sleep! howcome!"

we answered: "that's our system from the begining of the year

we couldn't change it before,

and we can't change it now :)"

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I cryed in some exams

some before, and some during

I didn't cry after :)

(exept 4 another reasons but not 4 the exam its-self :))

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I got ill at the middle of the third week of the exams

i tryed to resist 4 three days

but at the forth one I forgot to take the medicine before going to school

so i got high temperature at the car

and all my bones was hurting me

i couldn't move my head

and i was having mecanic exam :)

it was one of the worst days of my life

i had poultices in the class and many medicines

after that i was 39 degree :)

i got better at the end of the exam

but after going home I got ill again :(

I couldn't wake that day and the next one

i was extremely sick :(

it's along years since i got ill by that way

Thanks God i got better now :)

almost that's the head lines of my -finished- exams

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till now i can't acclimate with the new situation

(that, there's no study anymore)

i can't sleep :(

i can't enjoy my time :(

till now i can't feel that i have ended my suffering :(

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i got one of the worst news i have ever had

yoseeny (my turtle) has died :(

i didn't know there :(

i couldn't get the chance to cry and get sad..

I can't even talk about that matter now...

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my anteem (somaya) traveled to turkey today

she'll spend there 9 days :s

I went to her house to day to say goodbye

(i hate saying goodbye btw)

I cryed though i thought i won't :(

she sent me SMS when she arrived to turkey :))))

and called me minutes ago :)))

((I begane to Miss her))

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Thanks 4 being beside me through this all (f)

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I thought that we'll back again after our exams

now I begane doubt taht we won't :(

(hope to be wrong)

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I was intending to watch all the new movies that i missed watching them through this year

I sat infront of the PC and opened the movies partition

and found my-self watching "phone booth"

the movie which i saw many times :D

leaving all the new ones :))

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I begane reading "Harry potter (5)"

((Harry potter and the order of the phoenix))

it seems i can't live without reading :))

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btw, i read many posts 4 the people whome i used to read their works

maybe i didn't left comments there

but make sure that i did :)

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I'll Miss my school..

My frnds..

I'll Miss all the teachers and all what we used to do with them :))

I'll Miss to sheat at the absence :)

i'm saving my own copy of it -the absence- till now :)

I'll Miss our school roof :)

and the time we spent there during our years at the school

it's my only school

I spent there 12 years :)

((the old of my frindship with salma :)))

I'll Miss our unique uniform -the gray one-

which made the people thougth we r at the preparatory stage lol

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I know this post is so long and not well-arranged as my last ones

but i had many things to say and i didn't know how to say it all through one post :)

Thanks 4 U all again

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OH,,

I was about to forget!

4 all the people who r putting my banner -I mean my pic- in their blog

plz remove it :)

I think next days I'll find some people chating with it looool

really, it was a great idea from ahmed :)

but i think it's enough :)

it's also completely against my mysterious character ;)