I finished my exams :)
I thought that day'll never come :)
or if it comes it won't find me :D
at the begining i wanna to thank some people
Thanks 4 every one prayed 4 me
Thanks 4 ahmad-mobarmeg and ahmed fouad al-din and proid 4 making the banners 4 me
Thanks for every one put the banner in his/her blog
especially the ones who don't know me and put it :)
it really pleased me to see my banner in ur blogs
I believe taht ur supplication had helped me alot :)
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It was so hard dayes
I didn't sleep before any exam :)
I used to sleep after coming-back from the school
(the bats' way, the day is the night and the night is the day :))
I remember when we (me and my anteem somaya)
said several times taht, we'll change that way
"when the schools comes we'll sleep at the night and wake at the day"
I remember when we went to school without sleeping @ the first day :)
coz our sleep time (6 o'clock) was the time we should to go to wear our clothes :)
I remember also the week before our exams
when we were on the phone saying:
"sure this system can't be in the exams
at th begining of this week we'll sleep @ 12:00 am and wake @ 8:00 am to get used to the exams time"
and sure we didn't :D
and sure we went the first day without sleeping as we always do :D
I remember that we said in the first week of our exams taht we r waiting 4 the chemistry day to orgnize our day :)
and I remember that we went to the chemistry exam without sleeping :D
after that we stopped talking about that deal :)
and when anyone says "U didn't sleep! howcome!"
we answered: "that's our system from the begining of the year
we couldn't change it before,
and we can't change it now :)"
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I cryed in some exams
some before, and some during
I didn't cry after :)
(exept 4 another reasons but not 4 the exam its-self :))
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I got ill at the middle of the third week of the exams
i tryed to resist 4 three days
but at the forth one I forgot to take the medicine before going to school
so i got high temperature at the car
and all my bones was hurting me
i couldn't move my head
and i was having mecanic exam :)
it was one of the worst days of my life
i had poultices in the class and many medicines
after that i was 39 degree :)
i got better at the end of the exam
but after going home I got ill again :(
I couldn't wake that day and the next one
i was extremely sick :(
it's along years since i got ill by that way
Thanks God i got better now :)
almost that's the head lines of my -finished- exams
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till now i can't acclimate with the new situation
(that, there's no study anymore)
i can't sleep :(
i can't enjoy my time :(
till now i can't feel that i have ended my suffering :(
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i got one of the worst news i have ever had
yoseeny (my turtle) has died :(
i didn't know there :(
i couldn't get the chance to cry and get sad..
I can't even talk about that matter now...
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my anteem (somaya) traveled to turkey today
she'll spend there 9 days :s
I went to her house to day to say goodbye
(i hate saying goodbye btw)
I cryed though i thought i won't :(
she sent me SMS when she arrived to turkey :))))
and called me minutes ago :)))
((I begane to Miss her))
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Thanks 4 being beside me through this all (f)
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I thought that we'll back again after our exams
now I begane doubt taht we won't :(
(hope to be wrong)
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I was intending to watch all the new movies that i missed watching them through this year
I sat infront of the PC and opened the movies partition
and found my-self watching "phone booth"
the movie which i saw many times :D
leaving all the new ones :))
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I begane reading "Harry potter (5)"
((Harry potter and the order of the phoenix))
it seems i can't live without reading :))
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btw, i read many posts 4 the people whome i used to read their works
maybe i didn't left comments there
but make sure that i did :)
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I'll Miss my school..
My frnds..
I'll Miss all the teachers and all what we used to do with them :))
I'll Miss to sheat at the absence :)
i'm saving my own copy of it -the absence- till now :)
I'll Miss our school roof :)
and the time we spent there during our years at the school
it's my only school
I spent there 12 years :)
((the old of my frindship with salma :)))
I'll Miss our unique uniform -the gray one-
which made the people thougth we r at the preparatory stage lol
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I know this post is so long and not well-arranged as my last ones
but i had many things to say and i didn't know how to say it all through one post :)
Thanks 4 U all again
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OH,,
I was about to forget!
4 all the people who r putting my banner -I mean my pic- in their blog
plz remove it :)
I think next days I'll find some people chating with it looool
really, it was a great idea from ahmed :)
but i think it's enough :)
it's also completely against my mysterious character ;)
