HaPpY rAmAdAn

Sometimes,

I wish if i can let every thing Here

and just be There

Here is it :)

It's 4:00 am

she sits trying 2 write something about him especially about him,

as she promised 2 do

why it's so hard 2 find somethin' 2 say!

though she has written before about many people
She has written about almost everybody at her life

why when it comes about him

she just quotes somethin' from someone else

why she feels as an idiot!

- May be bcz I always heared that,

ppl write about persons they wanna to bury

and I don't wanna to bury him

I wanna him still at my life

- No, that's not reason

u have wrote about many people and didn't mean there to bury them

- May be bcz he's Mine

I don't wanna other ppl 2 c him

I wanna it still that mystery

Everyone asks, but no one gets an answer

- Mmmm

u r somewhat close

- Maybe bcz every time I hold my pen to write somethin' about him

I c him smiling at me

that smile which takes my breathes away
so that I can't write anything

- Mmmmm

That seems Nice :)

and here it has been so long time since she sits to write those words

something 4 him, especially 4 him

as he asked

and as she promised to do
and after that long time

she found she didn't write a BIG DEAL

though, she tried

and she know it'd be enough 4 him when he reads it

coz he knows what she has inside 4 him

and only 4 him

he knows

and that was enough 4 her

I hate when....

Back 2 Home :)

and here an old post

I can't remember the definit date 4 it

and though I don't feel that all hatred anymore

it still works

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I hate when U do that

I hate it more than U can ever imagin!
when U just give me orders - bcz of ur position- ,
and I have Nothing 2 do except 2 obey

- bcz of my position - !

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I hate when U lie 2 ME

U just do

and I do know that U do

Maybe that's why I stopped askin' U about anything

just to keep U away from doin' that!

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I hate when U act like this!

especially that I don't do anything annoying U

I hate when I think that,

it would be more better if U weren't here!

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I hate that I don't know anything about U

I don't even try 2 know..

Never thought it'll be like this

we r completely strangers now

I don't know U and definitely U don't know ME

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I hate when I feel like crying and

- as some self-punishment -

I dont cry.

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I hate when I think that after publishing this post

some people will come 2 ask ME

"who did u mean there??!"

so plz don't!