.....و ألقـــاكـــــم بعــــــــد الفــــاصــــــــــل

هيييييييييييييييييييييييييييييييي

((: اخيرا بكتب بوست جديد

((: لأ و ايه بالعربي

طبعا قبل ما تسرحوا و مخكوا يروح لبعيد

البوست ده مش لوجه الله كده

ده الغرض منه

إعلامكم بمعاد امتحاناتي الشريفة

اللي هيا يوم السبت اللي بعد الجاااااي

2/6/07

و هتنتهي بإذن الله يوم

24/6/07

طبعا التاريخ ده تحفظوه زي اساميكو كده (يا حبذا لو أكتر من اساميكو كمان)

عشان ابتداءًَ (اولموست هيا بتتكتب كده لول) من هذا التاريخ اللي هو 2/6 لحد 24/6

يومياً

بمعدل 5 مرات (((:مع الصلوات الخمسة يعني)

لو أكتر يبقى خير و بركة لول

و خدوا بالكم ان لما هتدعولي الملايكة هتقولوكو و لكم مثلها

((; يعني جاية عليكو بمكسب اهه

((: و يا سلام بقى عالثواب اللي هتاخدوه اما تنشروا الموضوع ده

((: يعني نظام أنشر تؤجر

كل واحد ينزل بوست يقول فيه ادعو ل منة

و يا ريت أحمد مبرمج حر يتكرم و يعمل بانر (ولا مش عارفة اسمه ايه ده)

يقول ادعوا ل منة

(يا سلام بقى يابو حميد لو عملت تاج... "هل دعيت ل منة؟؟؟" )

((: و المدونين كلهم يقوموا بلطعه في مدوناتهم

و على الله أدخل مرة مدونة مالاقيش البوست و البانر ده اللي

/: بتقولوا فيه ادعوا ل منة

و يا حبذا بقى (شوفتو حبذا دي)

لو ايميلات و مسجات فيها الجملة دي

"ادعوا ل منة (انشر تؤجر)"

و هنيالك يا فاعل الخير

و الدال عالخير كفاعله

ياللا عليزة أشوف الحاجات اللي قلت عليها دي

ما تكامنتووش

نزلو البوستات على طوووووووووول

ملحوظة:

1) :إلى احمد مبرمج حر

متكمنتش عندي قبل ما تصمم البتاع

/: اللي انا قايلة عليه فوق ده

/: ورينا البرمجة بقى

2) :إلى الناس اللي هتدعي

يا ريت الدعا يبقى بذمة و يكون على وضوء هه؟؟

أشــــــــــــــــــوف وشكـــــــــــــــــوا بخيـــــــــــــــــــــــر

I can't..

- He: la2 mainfa3sh....................................

3shan al sagaier..

-Me: enta lsa mabataltesh bardo :/?

-He: msh 3aref

-Me: msh 3aref tbattal??

-He: ah, 3shan kda maba7ebesh a3mel ay haga..

3shan maba3rafsh abatalha ba3d kda..

-Me: just smiled,

and remembered how he can't stop loving her till now :)

delayed post..

you said:
"one day you'll understand,
and you'll thank me"

though i couldn't understand till now
but all what i can say
Thank you
___________________________

you asked me once
to not hate u

i swear i didn't
i just stopped loving u

___________________________

i looked @ my mobile

u were calling

Maybe if i tryed, i'ld answer

but i didn't!

i didn't try 2 answer!

i didn't call u back!

i didn't even try to send u a message!

___________________________

i once thought we could be frnds again

i was completely wrong

i thought we can undo the last line in our drawing (our relationship)

but it wasn't true

coz as long as i have the drawing

i'll dwar that line again and again :)

u know what was the problrm at all??

that nothing have been changed to talk together again :)

it might worked if ur feelings were changed

coz then when i'll tell u that

"I Miss U"

u won't answer

"I Miss U 2" !

___________________________

u have the same opinion (Mayeb the right one)

and I have the same feelings (also u do)

so what the point in waste our times in such a game!

___________________________

when i published the post "The perfect painting"

i have recieved that coment

"fighting 4 something u like alot but u know inside u it will never be urs"

i have been shocked when i saw those words

she is right!

I'm fighting 4 something I know inside ME it will never be Mine!

i just hurt My-self more and more!

___________________________

when i called u on 5/2 i thought there that there won't be another call!

many people said the same thing

though they were another ones not just one

though they were longer than the first

it still tha same!

Nothing has been change!

___________________________

recentely u told me kidding that i have a black heart

taht i was blaming u 4 something

Maybe i had not

but now i think i have :)

i told u that i have been changed but u didn't believe

i told u once that i can't sign with "Ur Angel"

coz i'm not an angel anymore to be yours

but u answered there that i'm an angel an i'll always be

i just not yours

i hope u believed me now :)

i'm sure u did!

___________________________

I saw u online many times

i didn't talk to U

and so u didn't :)

i always used to start talking and u only reply :)

so when i didn't start talking u didn't find anything 2 reply on and kept silence!

we stay online 4 hours with no one word!

___________________________

last days u sent me many msgs

i wondered why u do!

one of them was saying something like

if there were anybody beside me?

and if there were i'ld beat him

coz u r mad with him

how he sees me and u don't

i'ld reply with those words

"coz it was ur choice"

then i prefered to keep silent :)

___________________________

I'm still on my word

I won't forget U

I won't forget that U once were the most important thing in my life

I won't forget the times we shared together

the happy times and the sad ones

I won't forget ur number (who knows maybe i do one day)

i won't forget ur voice (as I think)

I won't forget that U once were my best close friend i have ever had :)

taht u entered my life in a dark time and brighted it

(No matter if u left it more dark that first)

But that's thing really I'll never forget

___________________________

U know what
U entered my life in April
and now i'm getting u out of it
on another April
what a fate!

___________________________

I just wanna to thank U alot
Thank U 4 every little thing U have done 4 me oneday
Thank U all the things I have learned from U
Thank U 4 being once in My Life
and Thank U 4 being out it now

Thanks!

ur complementary puzzle piece

people are like puzzle pieces

every one (piece)

looks for its complementary piece,

so that it could merge with it

you spend your life looking for that's piece which has

the same appearance, the same protuberances, the same spaces..

that could completes you

through your life-trip you meet a lot of pieces

some resembles you in some way
and another dose not

you just continue your trip looking for it

your complementary piece

sometimes u found a piece which took ur attention,

coz it's completely looks like u..

the same appearance, the same protuberances, the same spaces..

a piece that u can call it a copy of u!

u wonder how could it be true!

it's the same of u..

u think,

that it's must be rare thing to meet another copy of u

sure just a few people whome get this chance

so,
what lucky is u to meet it

u love it, u think that it's ur complementary piece

sure it is

it's the same appearance, the same protuberances, the same spaces..

but when u get closer from it..

u found out that it can't be ur complementary piece!

bcz u have the same appearance, the same protuberances, the same spaces..

u can't merge with each other!

then u have to say Good bye for ur similar piece

and to continue ur trip..

looking 4 ur cpmlementary piece..

then..

u meet another piece..

it took ur attention..

it's not like the first one, yea it's look like u somehowbut it seems it can completes u

u cheer up for that

and decide to get closer in order to merge with it..

u found out that though it seems it can conplete uit's not ur comlementary piece :(

so, u have 2 say Good bye again

then..

u got bored with searching..

it seems u'll never find it!

maybe u miss it through all that crowded

u decide to stay at ur place..

u won't search any morewho knows maybe u have no comlementary piece and ur fate to be alone at all

through that..

(when u don't expect anypne's coming)

some piece appear in ur area..

it doesn't take ur attention for many reasons

first,

u don't waiting 4 anyone's coming now u stopped searching

second,

it doesen't look like u!

but when it got closer from u

u found out that it's ur complementary piece

the one which u waited 4 its coming along

Oh God

how come?!!

it can merge with u easily when the other ones (which were looks like u) couldn't

though it doesn't have the same appearance, the same protuberances, the same spaces!

u get blessed that it came :)

and u try to keep it for the rest of ur life-trip

coz even if there were another copy of u and u got the chance to meet it

it doesn't mean that u can find another copy of ur complementary piece

and even if there was

it doesn't mean u'll got the chance to meet it :)

It's better..

Sometimes it's better to be alone..

No one can hurt U that way

our newest baby :)

The newest baby in our family

Osama(A)

I loved him alot

He is so sweet

actually, an angel (A)

God save him 4 his parents

The perfect painting..

The first time she saw it..
it took her attention..

there were another ones..
but she didn't even look at them..
she saw it only..

some attraction ahppened between them..

she felt it's completing her by some way..

some strange feelings inside her, she can't explain..
all what she can say,

It's really perfect..

Maybe if another one looked at it, won't say the same words..
But for her, it was a fantastic..

actually a unique..

day after day..
she fallen in love with it..

she went to the gallery..

daily..
to stop in front of it, staring on it

(with big pleasure in her heart)..
she kept its details..
every small detail..
she kept them by heart..

daily..
just to watch it again and again..
and never did she get bored with doing that..

and as the usual,

when u really love something, u wanna to keep it in ur life forever..
and so did she..
she loved it deeply..
so, she wanted to have it for the rest of her life..

she began saving some money every day, in order to have the suitable price for it..

through that, she didn't stop going there..
Never..

she went there..

daily..
stops in front of it, stares on it

(with big pleasure in her heart)
watches its details..
every small detail..
(the details which she kept them by heart)

she waited 4 the right time (when she got the enough money)
but through that,

she kept going there..

daily..

stops in front of it, stares on it

(with big pleasure in her heart)

watches its details..

every small detail..

(the details which she kept them by heart)

and when it came.. the right time (as she thought),

she decided to go there and buy it :)

she went there, but not as her usual

(not as every time)
this time differs than every time..

she didn't stop out in front of it..
and why does she?

there's no need 4 that (she thought), after few minutes it'll be hers :)

she enterd the gallery (4 the first time)..
just thinking it'll be hers, filled her with a lot of beautiful feelings :)

she went to the gallery owner, to buy it..

she: "I wanna to buy that painting.."
the man: "which one?"
she: "that one (with a signal from her hand) "
the man: "I'm afraid u can not.."
she: "why? i brang a good price with me.."
the man: "really? can i see?"
the girl: "here u r (and showed him all the money with her)"
the man: "smiled" (but not a real smile, it was a fake one)
and contrary to what was expected he didn't welcome!

He shocked her by saying:

"no dear,

it's not enough,

it needs more!"

she told him about her loving 4 it..

and how long she kept coming to here just to watch it

she told him that she really loves it,

and she can't imagine her life without coming to here daily as she used to do..

she told him it's the only thing she really needed, and wanted to have 4 the rest of her life..

she tried to persuade him, with telling him that,

she loves it the most,

and so that, she'll care for it the best..

and even if another one came and wanted to get it..

It'll Never be as she does..

she said every thing, every word..

she did her all best..

to make him believe that, she deserves owning it..

but he didn't

didn't agree,

didn't persuade,

didn't beleive..

That she deserves to have it..

But he was kind in some way..

when he told her,

"about that u can't imagine ur life without coming her..

u can keep coming to here daily as u used to do.."

He missunderstood her..

she didn't mean coming to here..

she ment her special moments when she came her and watch it..

the pleasure it could give her by just

stopping in front of it, staring on it

(with big pleasure in her heart)
watches its details..
every small detail..
(the details which she kept them by heart)

but she couldn't say that..

all what she could say:

"Thanks"

she got out from the gallery..

disappointed, depressed, and shocked..

it was a big shock..

a big one that she can't deal with it..

it's a new kind of shocks, she has never ever had before..

she didn't cry..

she didn't complain..

just carried her pain inside herself, and kept smiling

as she always used to do..

she also kept goin' there..

daily..
stopping in front of it, staring on it

(with big pleasure in her heart, but no as the first!)

watches its details..

every small detail..

(the details which she kept them by heart)

trying to persuade herself, that if she really love it, she'll wish the best things for it..

and if another one came..

having more (than she got),

sure will loves it more than she does

and will care 4 it more than she would..

and will deserve it,

when she is not..

sometimes, when the yearning defeated her..

she thinks about talking to the man again..

may be he agree this time..

but then she remembers all what have been happened..

and that she has said every thing can be said..

and it will not be a usefulness to repeat an old words..

another thing prevents her from talking to him..

she's afraid that time he will not only refuse,

No,

who knows,

may be he also prevents her from coming to here again!

and that is a terrible thing she can't even imagine..

so, she preferred not to talk

she preferred silence..

and not talking to him about that again..

and be satisfied with only going there..

daily..
stopping in front of it, staring on it

(with big pleasure in her heart, maybe it's not as the first but it still gives her pleasure to be there)

watches its details..
every small detail..
(the details which she kept them by heart)

it's better than Nothing!

and just hoping that he once compassion for her daily coming there

(just to watch it)

and come to tell her that he believed she deserves

having it..

but she is afraid this day never come..

and she's afraid, one day she stop going there

daily

(as she used to do)

stopping in front of it, staring on i

(with big pleasure in her heart, that she used to have)

watches its details..

every small detail..

(the details which she kept them by heart)

and the big thing which really terrifying her..

when the right one came..

who has more than she does..

who'll care 4 it more than she would..

who'll deserve it, when she is not!

coz then,

she won't even has the right of coming there

daily

stopping in front of it, staring on it

(with the big pleasure in her heart)
watchs its details..
every small detail..
(the details which she kept them by heart..

and she'll always does)
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