Is she?

She's smiling. Is she happy?

She looks happy. So, what does it matter?



(Betty Warren from Mona Lisa Smile movie)

a MSG has ben received.

a MSG has been received.
The sender is your friend,
-one of whom u used 2 call a close one-

asks about u..
says that she misses u..
tells u to say "Hi" to your other friends
-the ones whom used 2 be your other closed friends-

when u read the MSG u feel like crying..

Not because u really miss her,
or because u remember the old days,

when u used to see each other every day..

and u weren't in need of sending MSGs there
-although they're a good reasons to do-

but u do -feel like crying-
cause she thinks that,
because u r at the same university
with your other friends
-your both closed ones-
you see them a lot ,
and can tell them that she says "Hi"

u remember when u did the same thing..
when u asked one of your friends
- one of whom used to be a close one-
to say "Hi" for your other friends
-your both closed ones-
as u thought they see each other a lot

because they are at the same faculty!

Then u realize that..

when u r alone,
u think all the other ones are together.

Today..

Today,
when She was eating alone at their usual
-and not favorite-
restaurant

She's missed him..

She couldn't complete her fried potatos
and found no real desire in eating the pepsi's ice

Today, when She was eating alone
at their usual -and not favorite- restaurant..

She made sure that,

She loves Him.

The un-related thoughts..

- He told her that the half-blindness is more better than the full-one
- She told him that she prefers the full-blindness than being a friend of someone whom the both know she's in love with

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- They say, the more u live, the more u see
and i say, the more u live and travel alone twice a weak the much more u see

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- She asked him about that girl whom left him for another one else..
if he still feels any hatred towards her
- He answered her with his quiet -usual- smile with No.
she only thought how rare is her friendto be exist nowdays

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- He told her before about two of his colleagues,
whom loved each other for five years..
and after their engagement,
He found out he stopped loving her..
but he couldn't tell her in order to not hurt her feelings
He kept it up hoping it'd change after marriage,
but it'd not..
and he didn't tell her to not hurt her feelings..
he couldn't love her again, and he couldn't stay faithful neither
so he cheated on her
and once more he couldn't tell her to not hurt her..
- The most weird part of the story 4 her,
the Girl,
she always believed, He is the love of her life.

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- Everyone she has known in her life has told her that sentence
"I don't deserve u"
she always wondered about that!
is really the one whom does, hadn't exist yet?!
or she's the responsible of making them feel like that..
though she hate the second choice, she found her-self thinking seriously about it..
as the first one is much further to be real!

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- He told her that he can't do it any more
he can't live with her like that
"takes and never gives"
-she asked him if she has complained?
- He answers with No, but it doesn't mean he have to wait till she does!
- She just asked him to not regret after couple of years
-as they always do!-

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- He asked her to not hate him..
she really doesn't know why he did!
he has asked the same thing before and she has promised him to not do.
she has never hated him and she will never do..
so, why he now repeating him-self again?!
to make her confirm an old information!
if that's is true, so he really deserves her hatred!
though they both know she won't do at all..

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- They say that " All the alive people r going to be meet again .. one day"
-she keep praying for God to prolong their lives,
till that day comes and they meet.. again

The greatest thing in traveling alone

that you will enjoy watching the road without any interruption from the one who sits beside you

and the awful thing at it all, that at the end of the trip you will have to carry your bag by your own-self

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I hate the ORGANIC CHEMISTRY I just wish i pass it this year
coz i don't wanna it in my life anymore

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why should we start anything while we know they all going to end?!

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I'm dreaming of the second semester from now..

I just hope this dream completes and doesn't convert to an Nightmare
-as everything else-

at opposite..

I hate when u act like this!

I hate when u make me think,
It'd be more better if i didn't tell u about it all!

I hate when u just leave coz u have nothing 2 say
-though i'm still talking- and actually i keep talking.. then after while i find out, i was just talking 2 my-self 4 minutes ago!

I hate ur reaction, coz i think i have been put in similar situation
and i didn't have a similar reaction of urs or even a nearly one!

I hate it coz i think it's bcz u don't trust me enough -like i do-
and that's why we have different reactions here!

I hate when u make me feel this worse
while u r the one whom supposed to make me feel better
when it all goes wrong around!

I hate when i feel we r at an opposite sides when we r supposed to be at the same one!

"Mmmm"

As they didn't talk 4 two weaks,

He begane 2 miss her..

Though she doesn't say much during their call

He talks and talks and talks..

and she always listens and replies with few words,

most of them r "Mmmm.s"

Though it was annoying him that she doesn't say much,

but it was enough 4 him..

just 2 hear her voice

and as they didn't talk for two weaks,

he begane to miss her..

voice

He called her many times,

but she didn't answer..

and when she calld him back,

he could't answer

they kept like that for two days..

and it's at the weekend's night when he called her again

there, she answered after some rings with a sleepy voice..

he knows when she's sleeping, she's not sharp minded

and mostly she can't differentiate who's talkin' to her!

He talked 2 her alittle (as she's a sleep),

and she only replies with "Mmmm"

(as her usual when she is a wake)

He was almost ending the call when he said

I love U

instead of saying

see U

He knows that next morning when she wakes up,

she won't remember any thing about that call..

except maybe that someone has called her when she was sleeping

or may she'll believe it was just a dream!

He told her that he loves her and she (as her usual) replies only with "Mmmm"

and (as his usual),

it was Enough for him.

The end