:)

My last drawing on teh last lecture of dr. ahmed's lectures (organic dr) lol

it wasn't mine..

me, how r u?

a frnd, still alive..

me, "still alive" nice, it reminds me wiz someone :)

a frnd, who?

me, someone whome i don't talk to anymore :)

a frnd, and why do u lose anyone 4 any reason??

me, it wasn't my choice there..

a frnd, may be..

I miss u..

Today at the dinner

i found no one to peel the shrimp 4 me

Today at the dinner, i missed u mum

i really do now..

U were always a special frnd 4 me,

and u'll always be..

I really miss our old days, i won't 4get them never,

it seems there's nothing can last 4ever..

I will..

saying goodbye...

Saying good bye 2 someone u really love,

as u don't care..

while u r wearing ur sun glasses in order to not show ur real feelings..

as u didn't spend all the last day crying,

coz they're going to leave the next morning..

just to say this silly word and go away,

knowing that,

the next time u'll get back to home,

u'll not find them there..

is the most thing i hate ever!

18/2/2008

when i read ur words, i felt like crying

actually i cryed when i got back to home

i duno why i did such act!

maybe it's bcz u feel so bad..

maybe it's bcz i don't know what's goin' on..

maybe it's bcz i can do nothing 4 u..

maybe bcz it's the first time i saw u in such mood and i don't have the right to do anything 4 u

sure u had a similar mood before, but i didn't know there

and that's what hurt

the different between the one who knows and the one who doesn't

that, the one whom does will suffer 4 ever

it's so hard when u so the one whom used to be ur anteem sufferning and u have nothing to do!

u can't even say "hey, r u ok?"

simply coz u r not sure that if u did,

u would get some answer!