I will..

saying goodbye...

Saying good bye 2 someone u really love,

as u don't care..

while u r wearing ur sun glasses in order to not show ur real feelings..

as u didn't spend all the last day crying,

coz they're going to leave the next morning..

just to say this silly word and go away,

knowing that,

the next time u'll get back to home,

u'll not find them there..

is the most thing i hate ever!

18/2/2008

when i read ur words, i felt like crying

actually i cryed when i got back to home

i duno why i did such act!

maybe it's bcz u feel so bad..

maybe it's bcz i don't know what's goin' on..

maybe it's bcz i can do nothing 4 u..

maybe bcz it's the first time i saw u in such mood and i don't have the right to do anything 4 u

sure u had a similar mood before, but i didn't know there

and that's what hurt

the different between the one who knows and the one who doesn't

that, the one whom does will suffer 4 ever

it's so hard when u so the one whom used to be ur anteem sufferning and u have nothing to do!

u can't even say "hey, r u ok?"

simply coz u r not sure that if u did,

u would get some answer!

Happy Birthday..

I duno why most of my best frnds choosed jan. to be born at it..

or, why i choosed most of my best frnds whom born at jan..

whatever :)

I couldn't say Happy Birthday 2 two of them..

One, bcz he was out the country and i didn't got his No. there

so i couldn't say it on time!

and the other One,

I got his No. but simply, i can't say it :)

so bad feeling, when ur mobile rings alarming u that it's *****'s Birthday

and u can't say Happy Birthday to them!

I'm sorry 4 that..

Though i'm a good listener

I always had Nothing to say!

The same!!

I swear taht i would answer the same answer taht u have answered!!

I swear that i would take the same quote that u've taken!!

so weird

it always was the same..

and it seems it always will!!

Loving u is like

BREATHING

How can I stop!!