NB: this post have been written 2 weeks ago
on friday 16/11/07
it's about event happened 2 weeks ago
not this week not the last one :)
enjoy it
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I always said that "sorry" means, Nothing!
it won't make any difference with a hurted one!
though, i always believed in saying it,
even if it won't make any difference
but the other one (the hurted one)
deserve to hear it
I'm sorry..
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yesterday i saw all the national team players
yesterday i saw them all
barakaat, hosam 3'aly, mahmoud fat7allah, osama hosny. met'eb, abou treeka and alhadary
such event would mean alot 4 me if it was 2 years ago
but yesterday
it meant nothing!
only my great pleasure that (aya) my dear frnd
met met'eb finally :)
It seems i really have been changed!
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it's so hard wen people deal u as u own all the keys
as u r a super person!
who can solve anything!!
Maybe once u were like that
but now u r not
so it became so hard even to listen to them
u wish only if they let u alone and go away..
Hey, i'm not that old person
I'm not ur gaurd angel anymore!
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college completely differ than school :(
i wish i had only one school day back..
only one..
agood one
with the pure feeling
with the real laughs
with the honest frnds
i got happy wen i visit my frnds college (handasa) and see them all
or wen we go to college by the same, bus/microbus/taxi
it remind me with our old days
our school days
the days i miss them alot
and the frnds i love them alot
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i always refused the idea of being alone
i couldn't ever imagine how someone can enjoy his time wen he is alone!
Howcome!
and though these ideas of mine
it seems it's my fate to be alone :)
i wake up at the morning alone, go to college alone,
back from college alone
get my launch alone, sleep after that alone, wake up alone,
study alone, eat any thing alone..
go to sleep alone, to wake up alone again..
I travel to cairo alone
I come back to psd alone :)
even wen i write this again
i write it alone :)
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a frnd asked me, if i do believe in reasons
that every thing happening 4 us has a reason
and if it's there
why we couldn't know it?
I couldn't answer :)
yea i know that anything happening 4 us happen with reason
even if we can't know it right now
but sure it's exist
though all these wise words,
I couldn't know why till now
an i always ask my-self this question
why?!
